It's been a while... oops! I haven't forgotten about you, I've just been busy looking for one of these (among other wedding items):
And these:
That doesn't cost a lot of this:
While also coaching a wonderful team:
And trying to work out rescheduling of games that were supposed to happen last week.
I'm also trying to remember to study these:
And remember to eat this (which hasn't been this hard before):
And not this that happens to stare me in the face all day at work:
While giving myself time for this:
And this:
Hmmm... More frequently than ever before, I find myself feeling like this:
And sometimes I wonder if I've lost this:
Don't get me wrong. I love my fiance, so very
very very very much, and I am so excited to spend the rest of
forever with him. ...The being engaged part isn't so great though. I guess it just makes the success at the end that much sweeter right? *Sigh* It'll be alright in the end; if if it's not right, it's not yet the end.
This has become one of my favorite songs (although it doesn't entirely apply yet...you'll understand when you hear it).
